Everything about him is perfect. We have our tiny spats but they are over within seconds. Sometimes we don’t understand each other but thats the best part about our relationship. The fact that we have to work to understand one another. Keeps the relationship more interesting. I think I’ve fallen in love with him. I won’t tell him though. It wouldn’t be a good idea, not yet. But at least I know how I feel. And what I feel for him is soooo real.

Joseph Napoleon, I love you.

Don’t tell me you like me a lot and then tell me you need space from everyone and then you text my sister not a problem. But if I text you, you don’t answer. So you know what, fuck you. I’m not waiting for your ass to get over a 2 week relationship. Grow up. I’m not waiting for you at all, you’re not worth waiting for. Onto the next and I have no problem moving on from you. You’re like every other guy. Ridiculous.

I just don’t understand. Everytime I get excited or happy about a guy the whole situation falls apart. I want to be loved and cared for but I apparently can’t have that…I give up.